SUCKS, RITE?

well today...
dunno why...
we quarrel for some tiny little things
man...
maybe we are just
"moodless?" or just that we are to follow the fate?
nah..


it is sured that we will quarrel, for sure!!
as besides games, we are hard to link each other,
even with interest or favourite
it is hard to find a similarity
but...
just cant think that we quarrel
cause of a little game...
just begin to discuss, haven't started anything...
then all become a mess!


well, one has leave us and wanna to be alone
then it was me
to begin another quarrel.
yeah, it's always become these
i am always bullshitting
although i also know that
you really mind my words, each word
just your expression
is enough to tell everything
but still
i keep of my act
and finally say out something hurt, rite?


ya, maybe that even you are the closest person in the world
it doesn't seem that you can know every of my feelings upon you, nor wanna me to point out every of your characteristics that i can find...
i think many will have this behave,
at least i am...


finally, we are annoyed,
and he left, piss off....
then left me and the one always follow the decision of us (he is just trying to avoid arguement and want an agreement, ok?)
well, what else can be done?
just play games lo...
but...
he chooses a wrong time for his training
we play 2 games
he is still training...
and our team mates are annoyed with him, 2 games...
and he piss off again...
quarrel with them
end just quit when 2nd game is ended...
what a day...


now i am feeling bored? sick? or anger?
Giddens has a very nice description for feelings
"不是滋味"
yeah, now i am really in不是滋味.
just hope that my slash
won't wound your heart too deep
cause you have been always tolerating
to a friend, or can be a buddy?
although you found that
i am sucks