我，不会谈我的成绩

拿了成绩册，又只不过是如此而已

成绩，算了，从不曾进步过（是全年总平均啦，我还不至于个个大考退步咧）

不过，真的没有想到，kelvin你真的变了。不太像去年的你，你的幼稚又增加了，活动又少了很多。以前的你虽然不会太过抱怨成绩太烂，但现在的你连悲哀也看不到（呱），甚至好像习以为常（呱）……kelvin，加油咧，至少拼回你可以的能力，好吧？违抗，恭喜你咯，进步了，又第一名，Geng哦！（羡慕咧）

Song,你应该明白，你的能力还可以推，最起码也拿更好的来串我啦（现在的不是不好，不过在我心里，凭你现在，串得了我，也不会让我心里葡萄酸的）。 给我看你的厉害让我心酸好吗（可能会刺激我的潜能哦^^）

Yby,你应该懂是你吧，你就是常常出乎意料的，虽然平时不怎样，大考时或特大大考时（PMR之类），你就卓越啊。虽然你目前的慌（吧）的确可能成为事实，但总觉得，你不会放弃的，对吧？真的是羡慕你，一句话，招天下，也使我缄默，好想顶你，却换来哑哑口封（用词怪怪）=.=
真是嫉妒！

Raiz,你应该知道吧，功课也是会有效果的，跟你一样（只是比你交多一点点，因为我比较空闲），我认我的功课分不会高到哪里去，老师给什么我就收。然后语文……只有努力咯，要背的，就真的是事前准备了。下半年你只要肯努力，就肯定会达到梦想的，记得，你要的是什么，不要的是什么。

我？算了？没兴趣，更没心谈。只要知道，我就是这样。

what am i doing?

well
feel like wasting time
after the academic days(although i almost walked away from my society)
now really feel like wasting time everyday
homeworks?
Not that much...
Projek?
all being left
just a moral projek
Y dont i finish it?
Nah... it sucks
hoping for an activities with class
at least with classmates
still cant get along with u guys around
it's been weeks n almost month
just hope everything still can get along soon
before the damn spm

SUCKS, RITE?

well today...
dunno why...
we quarrel for some tiny little things
man...
maybe we are just
"moodless?" or just that we are to follow the fate?
nah..


it is sured that we will quarrel, for sure!!
as besides games, we are hard to link each other,
even with interest or favourite
it is hard to find a similarity
but...
just cant think that we quarrel
cause of a little game...
just begin to discuss, haven't started anything...
then all become a mess!


well, one has leave us and wanna to be alone
then it was me
to begin another quarrel.
yeah, it's always become these
i am always bullshitting
although i also know that
you really mind my words, each word
just your expression
is enough to tell everything
but still
i keep of my act
and finally say out something hurt, rite?


ya, maybe that even you are the closest person in the world
it doesn't seem that you can know every of my feelings upon you, nor wanna me to point out every of your characteristics that i can find...
i think many will have this behave,
at least i am...


finally, we are annoyed,
and he left, piss off....
then left me and the one always follow the decision of us (he is just trying to avoid arguement and want an agreement, ok?)
well, what else can be done?
just play games lo...
but...
he chooses a wrong time for his training
we play 2 games
he is still training...
and our team mates are annoyed with him, 2 games...
and he piss off again...
quarrel with them
end just quit when 2nd game is ended...
what a day...


now i am feeling bored? sick? or anger?
Giddens has a very nice description for feelings
"不是滋味"
yeah, now i am really in不是滋味.
just hope that my slash
won't wound your heart too deep
cause you have been always tolerating
to a friend, or can be a buddy?
although you found that
i am sucks

let it be

argh...
holiday... it just cant calm down my mind!!
first, my moral exam paper is lost, together with some of the bookkeep stuff!! Damn it, i wonder how it lost!! And moral teacher will sure get mad at me!!


then, science camp video...(it's march)Man! Still got lot to do, and the sound and music, gonna drive me crazy

following it, xue yi zhan... still got lot to do... lazy to bother with it. I am in charge of flowers n plants. Awwww.... now, flowers not being chosen, the design still havent preapared the materials yet IT'S HARD(well, i am just lazy) and the troubling landscape, design hasnt out and all is done just a dry cracked soil(this 1 really hard)


and now, homework. damn homework! so many homework being given, and the maths, walao... quite curious about the government mind... and de bookkeep. since i lost my 1st day work... i really need HELP!!!

lastly, there's a lot of videos of class in my hand. think to make one more during this holiday, but seems like my laziness will just end it with mess. so there will be hardly a video again this holiday.

ARGHH!!! these stuffs will really drive me mad. Gosh, think that i will be a lazy bump again, and LET IT BE