2009年12月13日星期日

12月11日

今天第一次在励志华小练习
舞台采用木板
walao e,
会垮的吗?
脚还是有点痛,所以跟Wes讲有些动作还是做不到
最后真的没得参演=.=
Celica教我们练习,一练就是乱78糟……
动作不齐,乱乱跳,没有记到舞步……
结果就在那里练到晚上6点多(7小时左右吧)
然后就跟德权和Leslie回到Kepong。
在Eva家玩Wii,有够难到,和很累
怡宁和怡峰真的够有趣
怡宁很好玩,不过怡峰很有天份
用电脑设计的东西,一句话,YENG!!
他真的是天生的设计师,看到他白板上的策划,真的是佩服



12月12日

今天很早就被冷醒来
然后泻肚子~
后来练舞迟到,还好没有被骂
今天练舞还是很乱,原本Celica至少"zap"到很齐了,
不懂为何还是这样乱,尤其是台上的左边
每次都看到德权或菁伊会突然出错……
还有Eva也会突然出错。
Wes真的是火大,因为今晚就要表演了
大家的表现还是乱到……
练完舞就直接到Wes的家休息
晚上终于来了
直到我、Eva、汉梨、德权、Emily和雪儿
跳“东方神起”
虽然欢呼声有,不过有些舞步还是明显跳错~
然后到整大班人跳
waseh
欢呼声一直有,而且整个舞蹈都很geng!!
帅到!!!(虽然还是有明显差错)
然后就一直拍照,才回Wes的家
在那里听了很多东西
不过都没有怎样指责我(应该是不想我难过吧)~
Wes真的是用心良苦,怪不得会骂我们骂到这样够力
Obama就真的是酷到……
过了几个小时才恢复搞笑
那一整晚就玩“警察捉贼”
玩到凌晨5点多,吃了McD才在Emily的房间睡觉

12月13日
今天很晚才醒来,然后就到Uma Rani吃早(午)餐
然后就回去Wes的家
真的有点爽,因为发生了一些东西
我们都在玩锄大弟,然后讲一些"poke"
直到6点多才回家

虽然这次不怎样跟整班人融入很多,不过真的学习到很多
迟点再upload照片和短片吧

2009年12月9日星期三

朋友?好辛苦

haiz
要坦白,却无法接受
说真心,自己却封锁了事实
求心知,经得起考验吗?
是朋友,但各有所志啊!
望真情,面具依然挂在脸上
盼和睦,应该还在做戏吧?
想解决,治标不治本……
该忍让,在乎的却是谁牺牲谁付出
兄弟情,是没了其他人吧
你我他,我选择他
真或假,但求心里平衡
对与错,主观才是答案
心碎了,不止你一个
乐跟哀,良知蒙蔽了一切
美和丑,只不过是想让大家找出最亮
…………
希望你懂是你吧,虽然才一年,不过也发生了许多事,真的希望你,知道我讲的就是你。我们挣扎了这么久,或许应该解决了吧。我们都清楚自己有的是什么,但是自己绝对不是他人。而且,记得,要维持,只有改变……

2009年11月30日星期一

是假期吧?!

现在已经是凌晨4点多,还是不想睡。父母说迟睡就很多白头发,算了吧,或许我适合白头发。


考试考了那么多天,依然,还是觉得那么轻松。毫无考试压力,天天都在玩,去到学校也是聊天。没什么好羡慕,毕竟这种现象不见得太好。很好奇那些一直参加补习班和seminar的人为何还是这样紧张。SPM虽然是很重要,但你们都出席了那么多讲座,又有这样多提时,但还是超级紧张的……相信自己的能力啊


脚扭到,都快好了。全高二只有我吧,拐着脚来考试。谢谢那天关心我的人,毕竟帮了我好多。不过,我还是会跳舞的。反正在家就不像碰书,不如去运动更好。而且那天虽然老师算是很可怜(委屈下下~),不过也是挺不错的。一个人静静考试,可以认真地做考卷。



haiz,一场风波居然如此大。你问我的立场?我只能说我支持“原创者”,多于“改建者”。毕竟许多疑问都是不了了之。谁对谁错,只能说大家都很主观,老套的客观话,谁又会理会呢?自豪,谦恭,愤恨,暗爽,无奈,幼稚,不如白痴来的好。但,一场白痴的游戏,却透露了人的镜子,可见现今的社会,只要小小的技俩,一场游戏就可以带出来了。




这几个月来,不晓得,你知道你自己变了吗?去年,你对我(们)的嘲笑,是有愉悦感的存在。无论如何,你也是有带来欢乐的。但,就这几个星期好了,你的嘲笑依然还在,但是给人的感觉超级不一样。不再是欢乐。代替的是容忍。虽然句子、用词都一样,只是你的语气里传达了不爽的感觉,有刺耳。你感觉不到吗?身为朋友,很高兴努你依然保留着你自身的特质,但对于你的某些态度,我感到不是滋味。我也知道你应该不会看到我的blog吧,毕竟在你眼中,我不是什么特别的人。但是,希望,你可以察觉现在与过去,或是将你的不快,抒泄吧……

2009年10月26日星期一

i am moodless

SPM coming, but frenz nearby... 都陷入了桃花运(劫), 可以为了所爱的人(……),尽自己所能(会带来他人的麻烦)完成“任务”...
我?还是没什么心情去读。看着一两个为爱情烦来烦去(还是单身的tim),真的有点无言咯。很羡慕佩雯、企动和惠丽,真的是每天在埋头苦读,又在班上酱玩得,一流!


since primary school, besides fighting wit siblings, kinda long time that no punch ppl at fight le. hope we can really have a a big fight for it. it would be great, be4 de spm. 沉默与敬佩及期望,可以点缀单色,不论黑白,依然是美丽的。

2009年10月7日星期三

killing me

i am such a boring guy~
but maybe that's me




i hope i can really change
but i need someone help


aw.... man....

2009年9月17日星期四

urgh...

trial finally over
but all classmates absent for "relax" huh?
only 28 people in class, man...
kinda bored for the whole day

trying to joke, but, yeah.... "Why SO SERIOUS!!!"
it's been so long, and i doesnt change...
jus hope that can go wet during hari raya
and everything return to normal

2009年9月11日星期五

SPm gonna reach

kinda empty right now.
there's just only few days be4 spm come. oh man...
everyone busy studying, i also wanna do that, but, i just cant feel the importance of spm.
although it decided part of my future(or more), but i really not even taking it seriously and push myself to get colourful result.
seeing everyone working hard for it make me feel scary, it would be better if it is creepy.
Book-keeping, maths, exercises and tuition... everyone around me does feel scare(me too), but they keep on improving their weak subject, so envy!
Anyway, i am counting on my luck, although success always lies on those who get the chance and work hard for it. but honestly, i am kinda a lucky man, for some thing.... Wish someone can say something to boost me up

2009年9月6日星期日

Oh... Sep. now, huh?

It's Sep now. And yet, still havent mix up to the class==
I know both of you for not more than one year, but the slower interested me~
Well, the slower likes to joke(dunno which of his sentences are true, nguek!), but his attitude makes me more comfortable
And the faster one... Just can say that we don't have a same interest, and u and i just keep our distance apart, maybe i am not too honest?


It's been the 4th day of the trial. One study and yet another having his smart during the trial. Well cant say that studying serious is a lot for me, but i rather playing tricks on it. Seeing all guys studying in class, i kinda not very suit to it~ and it's quite surprise that you know so much of it...


Both of you suggested to have a trip after SPM. But, the time doesnt suits(just left few weeks be4 open school again). And for sure, i can only follow one.... It doesn't really matter, since i am outsider, but to consider which to take, it kinda troubling.

Well, just gambateh for SPM first... ARGH!!!

2009年8月31日星期一

MErdeKA

tomorrow gonna open school, our trial will be at the day after tomorrow
haven't been study for the whole week
argh.... gonna die in trial, especially in sej...
luckily this is just a trial
hope that when SPM come, i can really study it....

MERDEKA!MERDEKA!

2009年8月10日星期一

Friends? Pls, don't blame me

after chatting with you,
i realize i say a lot(for sure negative, i seldom give positive response).
well, quite cold, and hard for u, isn't it?
But quite release, after saying those to you,
Maybe i am too serious for my personal attitude,
saying such words will distance us again(even a little),
but i wonder why,
i am quite relieved.

Maybe it's not a good reason, i found that i express all my hatred or anger
through those words.
It's rough, n discouraging...
but yet, i am sure u will understand...
ya, pinpointing out all pessimistic thoughts isn't a good action,
n getting u hard to advise me doesnt feel any good,
but i really, really relieved.(it's still true for those words, sry)

Will? Strong will leads to success, so don't blame me
for saying out those words...(my behavior is still too serious)
n i got will(not that strong), n a weak mind
de 1st will lemme give up,
for sure, is exhaustion...

I'm sure u wont read my blog, u not interested, rite?
but quite good having friends like u,
i have a(only?) friend alike
maybe u can become de 2nd.
still the words,
i feel silent comfort...

2009年8月2日星期日

Templar Park Trip

wake up at 6 today
i n kiong go prepare sandwich
den we just set off.
After meeting vee peng n zhi yuan at sungai mas,
we take bus to templar park(near rawang).

Whoa, it is so refreshing, and there is so few ppl around. N what makes me exited is, WATER!!
When i see water just at de btm, i got a thought to jump into it.
We have decided to go to the top of here, but when i c those stairs, HAR!!!!
so high, so many stairs(although it wont be any questions for every boys), ya, i admit. i am fat n less of exercise!! This gonna takes times!!!

They walk so fast, but coz of me, they gonna slow down(i can hardly breathe after just climbing some stairs~~) .
N thx for kiong, for helping me carry my bag when climbing up^^.
When we rest at middle, i go n wet myself. O... a bit cool... 爽!then we cont again. !!OMG!! Stairs again...== well, no choice, but to climb it slower... Then, the path is so narrow, i walk so slow... till all of them gonna w8 for me(sry ya). Finally, we reach quite high from the entrance. And after they try to climb upper, it's quite dangerous for us(especially me) since we dont bring any 急救箱 n equipment. So, 4 of us play at a quite small but empty place(quite top at de waterfall)

It is verry fun here. We have our food here, letting de water dip on us. Cool...
After eating, VP is de 1st letting de water wash him.
Whoa, the water is flowing quickly, and the rock r slippery. It is quite dangerous if u dont care of it.
It is so cool, letting de water beat on us and rush on us. The water isnt very cold(wonder why 德权n致远cant stand for it==)
N we do have so many photoes taken(too bad, it is not in my hand)

上山容易下山难, it is true. After playing, we climb down de hill again==
It is more dangerous since we r wet!
I just get to slide for most of the route.
Then, we play at a small pond in middle.
Whoooh!!! It is so cool... N bit noisy(many indians are here)
N quite envy three of them.
Three of them轮流跳水. Er...
I am fat n my pants are torn(too tight==) at tat time....
I hope i can join.

Although it is quite a tiring trip,
it is fun whenver there r frens n water...
Hope for any trips like this
(Not those tat need lots of stamina to carry out).
AWESOME!!

2009年7月30日星期四

ARGHH!!!! my laptop....

oh my...
dropped my laptop
eeshhh...
it restart when running the window
something inside sure got prob==
now i gonna wait for it to be prepared
so anything urgent sms me or phone me~.~






the war starts...
as i thought..
it's beginning? or it passed that period...?
oh well
i jus got 1 year n some month left...
and after that whether i will cont to university or job...
i will leave here
living outside let my mind to be fresh and rasional...
and be mature...
staying here...
all i will plan is...
..........








survive.....

2009年7月23日星期四

i.. i....

feeling down nowadays

found that there is not many that can chat with
even with my gang
i try to avoid to stick with them(i dunno y)
but still
i cant n wont
coz if yes
it will really be a boring years this year


i wonder if u still wanna be a good fren with me
though i have been honest to you... most of the time
but we dont seem to have any same interest
and i dont know how to joke(u can say tat i cant)
n sometimes
we do look to each other, silently
it's true tat i wanna know more bout u...
but....
nvm, every sight view different scenery...

haiz..
still
nth to say..
jus wanna say tat
a teamwork
with covered-fight

2009年7月19日星期日

results

whoa!
only 6 group in the competition(3.00pm sungai wang, outside greenbox)
everyone is good
and quite shock(?) to find that we are the youngest group, and celica's student got participate(they maybe elder den us)
every team perform well but, some of thier music quite mess, and a bit annoying.

we dont win the competition. and wonder why emily feeling down...
xue er so good eh, dare to dance it out!! gah yao o!
merveen n eva u 2== so good. and even got de chance to know celica's students
just an hour sth, u4 got so many to talk about.
n oso c le celica's gf, quite nice!

de 1st time of our dance.
quite enjoy!

2009年7月18日星期六

1st time competition

tomorrow gonna be a big day
this is our first time
our hip hop class 1st time competition!!

it's been quite a long time we prepare(though i do not participate)
but it should be ok
coz all of us(especially my frenz that participate)
have been training so hard
they should be training rite now,
i cant do anything for u
so hope that u guys try hard o!

do it for the best
challenge yourselves
challenge your limits
and dance with your spirit!

GAMBATEH!

2009年7月4日星期六

I just wanna

Nowadays really get sick of it.

First after the Academic Show, i am scolded for leaving my post during my duty time. Yea, these 2 days, i went off for 5 hrs average each day, and only returned when it's gonna end up in 2~1hr. Coz I know that i dont wanna care for it anymore!! Besides that, many societies have being well prepared, and thier works quite attractive(i am not saying my society not beautiful, but i am uninformative and i didnt give any scheldue to my group.) So i abanddoned my job and went enjoy the days.
At the end, when we are having the检讨会议, the president of society is so angry and cant stop scolding me. He is so mad of me, coz i said i can done it perfectly be4 it started. And now, i vanish when they are busy, and all my info and scripts, i just print it out without having a look on it. Even my group, i just ask them to come without telling them anything. To be honest, i lost my heart in the society. I remembered how interested i was when i 1st enter the society. And now, maybe coz of too many things never go according to plan in society, i really dont wanna to bear any responsibility, especially as a leader!



2nd, haiz, a late comer- Web Designing... It should be my the Web Designer in charge of it==, but suddenly she just asked one member to take de job fully... and she doesn't know anything bout web designing and asked me bout little of it.(both of them are girls) Since i can answer some basics, she is so excited tat i learnt be4 it n ask me to help her out. I agree, but that makes me regret after it.
This job should be preparing dunno since when, but she(1st person) just pass it to us be4 days to hand up!! OMG!!! The联课 has ask tos in charge to listen up the orders month(s) ago, n we dont know anything bout that(since we r not in charge at 1st). N now asking us to finish it(all havent been done yet), and telling us tat gonna hand it up in days?! Cmon, gimme a break! I try to do it, but tell her(de one asked me for help) that i might be late, and she gets so nervous. She says tat de 1st girl has been pushing her so hard and she is so worried. Then she push me between minutes(FIERCELY). Well, all i can do is rush up tos stuffs, for benefits of us. Well, now 联课 has asked to change something... n i am doing on it.
All that makes me quite surprise is, ur way of taking care of it. It's not blaming(er.. maybe i am lying), but this doesnt seem to be ur way of managing these stuffs. Coz all i know is u will give us earlier than now, or just having de job done by urself..... but now u pass to us jus in days time... Maybe u r just too busy... But i never think that u given us job be4 gonna hand it in days. Everytimes u will give us quite a long time... at least 1~3weeks to finish it. Maybe u just havent asked me to finish things in days time==, but tell u that, i am a slowpoke, and works that gonna finish in a few days time, is a big challenge for me.(I may fail it)

2009年6月27日星期六

我,不会谈我的成绩

拿了成绩册,又只不过是如此而已
成绩,算了,从不曾进步过(是全年总平均啦,我还不至于个个大考退步咧)


不过,真的没有想到,kelvin你真的变了。不太像去年的你,你的幼稚又增加了,活动又少了很多。以前的你虽然不会太过抱怨成绩太烂,但现在的你连悲哀也看不到(呱),甚至好像习以为常(呱)……kelvin,加油咧,至少拼回你可以的能力,好吧?违抗,恭喜你咯,进步了,又第一名,Geng哦!(羡慕咧)

Song,你应该明白,你的能力还可以推,最起码也拿更好的来串我啦(现在的不是不好,不过在我心里,凭你现在,串得了我,也不会让我心里葡萄酸的)。 给我看你的厉害让我心酸好吗(可能会刺激我的潜能哦^^)

Yby,你应该懂是你吧,你就是常常出乎意料的,虽然平时不怎样,大考时或特大大考时(PMR之类),你就卓越啊。虽然你目前的慌(吧)的确可能成为事实,但总觉得,你不会放弃的,对吧?真的是羡慕你,一句话,招天下,也使我缄默,好想顶你,却换来哑哑口封(用词怪怪)=.=
真是嫉妒!

Raiz,你应该知道吧,功课也是会有效果的,跟你一样(只是比你交多一点点,因为我比较空闲),我认我的功课分不会高到哪里去,老师给什么我就收。然后语文……只有努力咯,要背的,就真的是事前准备了。下半年你只要肯努力,就肯定会达到梦想的,记得,你要的是什么,不要的是什么

我?算了?没兴趣,更没心谈。只要知道,我就是这样。

2009年6月24日星期三

what am i doing?

well
feel like wasting time
after the academic days(although i almost walked away from my society)
now really feel like wasting time everyday
homeworks?
Not that much...
Projek?
all being left
just a moral projek
Y dont i finish it?
Nah... it sucks
hoping for an activities with class
at least with classmates
still cant get along with u guys around
it's been weeks n almost month
just hope everything still can get along soon
before the damn spm

2009年6月10日星期三

SUCKS, RITE?

well today...
dunno why...
we quarrel for some tiny little things
man...
maybe we are just
"moodless?" or just that we are to follow the fate?
nah..


it is sured that we will quarrel, for sure!!
as besides games, we are hard to link each other,
even with interest or favourite
it is hard to find a similarity
but...
just cant think that we quarrel
cause of a little game...
just begin to discuss, haven't started anything...
then all become a mess!


well, one has leave us and wanna to be alone
then it was me
to begin another quarrel.
yeah, it's always become these
i am always bullshitting
although i also know that
you really mind my words, each word
just your expression
is enough to tell everything
but still
i keep of my act
and finally say out something hurt, rite?


ya, maybe that even you are the closest person in the world
it doesn't seem that you can know every of my feelings upon you, nor wanna me to point out every of your characteristics that i can find...
i think many will have this behave,
at least i am...


finally, we are annoyed,
and he left, piss off....
then left me and the one always follow the decision of us (he is just trying to avoid arguement and want an agreement, ok?)
well, what else can be done?
just play games lo...
but...
he chooses a wrong time for his training
we play 2 games
he is still training...
and our team mates are annoyed with him, 2 games...
and he piss off again...
quarrel with them
end just quit when 2nd game is ended...
what a day...


now i am feeling bored? sick? or anger?
Giddens has a very nice description for feelings
"不是滋味"
yeah, now i am really in不是滋味.
just hope that my slash
won't wound your heart too deep
cause you have been always tolerating
to a friend, or can be a buddy?
although you found that
i am sucks

2009年6月3日星期三

let it be

argh...
holiday... it just cant calm down my mind!!
first, my moral exam paper is lost, together with some of the bookkeep stuff!! Damn it, i wonder how it lost!! And moral teacher will sure get mad at me!!


then, science camp video...(it's march)Man! Still got lot to do, and the sound and music, gonna drive me crazy

following it, xue yi zhan... still got lot to do... lazy to bother with it. I am in charge of flowers n plants. Awwww.... now, flowers not being chosen, the design still havent preapared the materials yet IT'S HARD(well, i am just lazy) and the troubling landscape, design hasnt out and all is done just a dry cracked soil(this 1 really hard)


and now, homework. damn homework! so many homework being given, and the maths, walao... quite curious about the government mind... and de bookkeep. since i lost my 1st day work... i really need HELP!!!

lastly, there's a lot of videos of class in my hand. think to make one more during this holiday, but seems like my laziness will just end it with mess. so there will be hardly a video again this holiday.

ARGHH!!! these stuffs will really drive me mad. Gosh, think that i will be a lazy bump again, and LET IT BE

2009年5月28日星期四

this is a day be4 teacher day
i skipped my dance class , just for a broken reason...

well i stay at class watching how our classmates help
all serious face
no complaining
all the dancers
try their best to perform
these let me feel that actually this class has many perfect ideal dreams

first of all, sorry to 5Axiao
i didn't take the videos
due to my laziness, and my moodless heart
i really dunno how to start and even how to take.
Ashley, sorry for borrowing your handy cam without helping it out.
Many want our class to become best,
THE BEST IN OUR HEART
and they prove it by taking action
unlike me, just having a big big mouth

i am now staying at zhen yao's house
quite big, but also quite alone...
we still haven't know each other well
so we just chat less

tomorrow gonna wake up at 4.00 am
so gonna sleep early
soon...

2009年5月21日星期四

starterd? or finished?

Examinations are finally gone, and it's the final big exam for this year...

The next one will be our SPM...
SPM, huh?

Well, i still cant understand what it really means...
Perhaps i will just regret after going through it

Well before that
Maybe i will just keep enjoy
Along the journey
Maybe i can find out my answer...


My answer of some questions

2009年4月28日星期二

mad

HAIZ,

dunno why love to sleep in class, no matter which period.

Tired? Bored?

Just hate homework...

and now

MIDYEAREXAMCOMING

still have no mood to ready for it...

and yet,

need to finish my science camp video editing,

...

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DONT CARE ARGH!!!
I DONT CARE ANYOMORE!!
AS LONG AS I FEEL FREE 
THAT'S OK!!

2009年4月22日星期三

今天很奇怪,和德权到Mutiara时,被一位女市场调查员拉住,是问关于升学之类的东西。

Walao,他的问卷有够长,超过10页,全部问题……然后问我们想读什么系时,回答了她,她居然

不懂是什么,还问回我们!更意外的是,问卷全部是英文,她也是什么都不懂,都是我们自己

看自
己答。她的华语也不太好,有看到写错字。这还不用紧,当我们回答时她又紧张(好像心

虚),不
懂她在搞什么。而且一直很像很担心。又无法详细解释,一直在摧。真是怪!然后说到

会联络我们
时,又一幅超心虚的模样。回答完了,我们居然还获得“回赠”!!真是怪,哪有人问

完东西还“回赠”我们的?看了她手头的一个名单,全部被问得都有“回赠”!!Walao, 考察都要奖

励,什么冬冬哦?!真得有够"K型”!!调查居然派一个外人(呱)来问,而且一直紧张到……真

得怪啊!很可能是什么诈骗集团,经济不好,什么冬冬都会有!!

2009年4月20日星期一

佩雯的生日

今天是佩雯的生日,我、德权、梓健很早就到了Uma Rani才3.45就到了。坐下来tam 茶,吹下水,等5A孝的人来。4点多,终于到了。一进来就排桌椅,排了20多分钟,终于坐下来了。一开始就玩Truth and Dare!很够厉哦!慧丽已开始就要跟那里的工人合照和要电话号码。那些工人从我们一进来就很无奈了,现在更无奈。然后文艺真的是被玩弄,还好那靓女很温和,只是叫我们不要酱吵。

现在就order了,想不到也是很乱。玩了Truth and Dare 后,伍老师就上来和我们做一下下,又走了。然后我们就开始分享“择偶条件”,每个人果然有不同看法,而且还挺劲爆的是“恋人”都被我们一一逼问^^,瞒爽的。

后来又来了一班,继续“择偶条件”。又吃又玩,真得不赖。吃完了,自然而然是大合照的啦。连拍了很多张。然后就各自回家了。

虽然这是第一次跟5A孝一大班出去玩,也没有怎样讲到话,不过感觉很好。希望还有机会跟大家一起去玩!!